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I miss being pregnant!
I don’t want another baby for at least a few years, but I seriously miss having a baby in my tummy. The wiggles and kicks. And all the excitement that comes with growing a baby inside you! One of the most exciting and emotional 9 months I have ever experienced, and id do it all again!
But I had a pretty easy pregnancy. No morning sickness. I just craved pizza and fruit all the time. I didnt have to have a reason for anything… Just because im pregnant! ;) And I didn’t even really show until I was like 35 weeks. Which made me sad because I wanted a huge baby belly! Oh well. Haha. Done ranting. Just missing being pregnant!

One thing I miss about being pregnant was being able to sleep, and sleep for hours at a time. I’m lucky to sleep 4 hours a night anymore. I am to the point of wanting to cry.

My body just won’t let me sleep. Whhhyy?!

Amelia Ann
Born June 7, 2012 @ 6:52pm
7lbs 7oz
19 1/2 inches

She’s beautiful.

I think I give up on sleeping. I’m restless. I get leg cramps at night. My hips get sharp pains in them when i move. Heartburn never leaves. And I have to get up every 1-2 hours to pee.

I’m ready for baby to be here. Maybe my body will feel normal again.

I feel so strange today. More so emotionally than physically.

Its one of those.. i feel like i have things to do today and should be doing them instead of sleeping/sitting in bed… but, i honestly don’t have anything to do. I don’t know why i feel this way.

Then i started to think.. maybe this is my nesting stage? Where i feel like i should be doing something. But, wouldn’t that mean i would be physically wanting to clean? Because physically, i just want to sleep. But mentally, my brain just wont rest.

I’m starting to feel nervous about a c-section (if baby girl is still breech). Not nervous about the procedure or anything. But more like I will miss out on having a baby naturally. I kind of want to experience labor and all that. It didn’t bother me at all until I started reading about contractions (because I’ve been feeling crampy and wanted to see if that’s a sign of labor).

But I know things happen and you have to do what’s best for you and your baby. But I’m crossing my fingers that she turns. Find out tomorrow! Im feeling her move around a lot on the right side of my tummy, which I haven’t really felt before, so maybe that’s a good sign?

I feel like if I do this naturally (with pain Meds, of course), it will make all this feel “worth it”. And a c-section is the “easy way out”. Does that make sense? I know that is not the case at all. Just trying to explain how I feel about it.

I guess I will just have to wait and find out tomorrow! I have a gut feeling that a c-section will be happening though. Baby girl has been stubborn and hasn’t even been in the head down position at all.

Sharing 1 bathroom with 3 other people is getting really annoying.

I feel like any time I have to pee, there is someone in there.

I am pregnant, and I have to pee NOW!

I am so emotional tonight.
I am stressing.
I am worried that every little ache or cramp I have will be a sign labor is approaching (which, I mean it could be any day now… Which is probably why I’m freaking).
What if I don’t know my water breaks?

I miss lovin’ on my boyfriend. It’s been over 2 months :( Not that I don’t want to, but due to all my aches and pains, we haven’t. And worried that it will move the baby along faster.

I am getting impatient. About so many things. For baby to arrive. To start working out. To go back to work and make more money than I am just being on maternity leave. I just hate stressing about money. I still have to get a freaking new car. :( Aah.

I just need a good cry.

I am full term now!! Yay!

I have been dealing with an upset tummy today. Which I’ve heard sometimes means labor is just around the corner. I’m hoping that it’s just an upset tummy and that’s it. And I’ve had cramping here and there. I want to wait just a couple more weeks until she makes her arrival. :)

Omg. Tomorrow I will officially be full term!

Im so anxious for Thursday to come. I will find out if Amelia is still breech. And that will determine the date I am being induced/having a c-section. But as of right now, induction is June 20th. That’s 2 weeks from Wednesday! :D