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I miss being pregnant!
I don’t want another baby for at least a few years, but I seriously miss having a baby in my tummy. The wiggles and kicks. And all the excitement that comes with growing a baby inside you! One of the most exciting and emotional 9 months I have ever experienced, and id do it all again!
But I had a pretty easy pregnancy. No morning sickness. I just craved pizza and fruit all the time. I didnt have to have a reason for anything… Just because im pregnant! ;) And I didn’t even really show until I was like 35 weeks. Which made me sad because I wanted a huge baby belly! Oh well. Haha. Done ranting. Just missing being pregnant!

Well, for the last 3 weeks, i have been avoiding my pre-pregnancy jeans, knowing that i’ve gained baby weight and was so nervous about how they would fit me again.. because my body definitely is shaped differently now than before. Well, the good news is that i got them on! Bad news is that they are now super snug… but buttonable! :)

Today, i have started eating better. Not really dieting, but making better choices. I’m ready to start getting rid of this extra weight i gained.

Man,

My boobs feel like rocks! … It’s so uncomfortable.

Would you guys say that i was lucky to not have to go through labor? Not have any major contractions and all that jazz? All i had was little cramping. I feel sometimes like i missed out on the whole experience. I’m not upset about it, i’m definitely happy baby girl came out healthy and perfect. :) I just sometimes wonder if i should consider the situation a lucky one.

I think I give up on sleeping. I’m restless. I get leg cramps at night. My hips get sharp pains in them when i move. Heartburn never leaves. And I have to get up every 1-2 hours to pee.

I’m ready for baby to be here. Maybe my body will feel normal again.

I feel so strange today. More so emotionally than physically.

Its one of those.. i feel like i have things to do today and should be doing them instead of sleeping/sitting in bed… but, i honestly don’t have anything to do. I don’t know why i feel this way.

Then i started to think.. maybe this is my nesting stage? Where i feel like i should be doing something. But, wouldn’t that mean i would be physically wanting to clean? Because physically, i just want to sleep. But mentally, my brain just wont rest.

I’m starting to feel nervous about a c-section (if baby girl is still breech). Not nervous about the procedure or anything. But more like I will miss out on having a baby naturally. I kind of want to experience labor and all that. It didn’t bother me at all until I started reading about contractions (because I’ve been feeling crampy and wanted to see if that’s a sign of labor).

But I know things happen and you have to do what’s best for you and your baby. But I’m crossing my fingers that she turns. Find out tomorrow! Im feeling her move around a lot on the right side of my tummy, which I haven’t really felt before, so maybe that’s a good sign?

I feel like if I do this naturally (with pain Meds, of course), it will make all this feel “worth it”. And a c-section is the “easy way out”. Does that make sense? I know that is not the case at all. Just trying to explain how I feel about it.

I guess I will just have to wait and find out tomorrow! I have a gut feeling that a c-section will be happening though. Baby girl has been stubborn and hasn’t even been in the head down position at all.

Sharing 1 bathroom with 3 other people is getting really annoying.

I feel like any time I have to pee, there is someone in there.

I am pregnant, and I have to pee NOW!